in a word "love"

love. love is not how much money you can spend on someone. its how much time you can spend with them and everyday feels like the first day.

love is being with someone not just for the positives but loving them for who they are as a whole.

and threw this i know i love her :)

i love her when shes happy i love her when shes sad

i love her on her good days and i love her on her bad

i will even love her when shes mad

i love to watch her dance to talyor swift even when its not my favorite jam.

and i always love to hold her hand

shes my rock that keeps me whole but she makes me feel needed

love is taking her out on the fanciest date but knowing when can get mcdonalds in our pj's and she will love me all the same

love with her means that i can let all my walls down

love is everything around use that seems so simple that it often gets forgotten

our love is who can beat zelda for nintendo 64 faster

i love her when she sleeps i love to watch her wake

and i love every single breath she takes

this love, our love is what it should be

knowing no matter what happens day after day that love cant be broken and that we put that love into everything we do.

i have found love and this love is the best love that can be, i feel it ever beat of my heart and with every breath i take

thank you crystal for showing me what love is and thank you even more for you family and bringing me into your life completely and thank you even even moore for still loving me one day after another.

new year. new day. same old smelly feet.

well its the start of a new year. im still on break right now and im rather enjoying it at the moment. crystal is home and i get to see her every day. Christmas was really good this year. best ive had in a long time. i spent it with crystal and her family, and she got me really cooooool stuff. a movie: despicable me (witch i just watched) a dinosaur that grows in water. a new sweatshirt that has headphones BUILT IN! some candy :) my weakness lol. and this really really great smelling soap her sister also got me a starters magic kit witch i have a trick that i can read minds and crystal has no clue how i do it, mostly because im magic. and crystal also got me this really bitchin sword (plastic so i dont hurt myself) now she got the sword because i just recently got world of warcraft witch has been very fun until just today when i tryed to log on and my account has been closed :'( it seems someone hacked my account today and they did things that arent allowed so the account has been locked and i get log in. so now i have to call them between 7am-8pm and get it all worked out, apparently this happens so it should be an easy fix but it makes me made because ive only had it for like 3 weeks!

im very pissed.

bitches.....

in other news i had a family christmas party where we exchange gifts. it seems lame i know but its fun. see you dont buy things, you take old junk from your house that you dont want and give that. we put them all in a big pile and then unwrap them. this year i put in a big monitor for like the 1930s lol my grandma ended up with it. i tryed to get this wooden moose thing that pops out chocolate, but sadly i lost it and got some odd hook hanger thing, basically it will be my gift next year.

lets see other current events... my rooms clean... kinda.. ok so its not really at all but whatever, get off my back.

well i got my grades back three "C" and "F" not the greatest i know :( but thats actually really good for me.

im gonna be a teacher!

maybe.

hopeful.

.....

anywho... not much else still got so time with crystal before she goes back to purdue witch makes me sad, hopeful wow gets fixed or ill be left to stair at the wall till the weekends when i go see her. im thinking i might just live in her lobby. its open 24/7. got nice benches.

well i guess thats all for now ill try and keep up on this from now on, but im pretty sure your the only one reading this crystal so yeah... ill still keep up on it so you have something to read :D

bye.