so first of all i would like to start off by saying that i am finally FREEEEEEEEEEEE! and i love it. i have no more guilt and pain. there are no memories left to hold me back its all boxed up, even the bracelet that kept me tied to her has be removed. and some people think im being to mean about all this but fuck it, im doing what needs to be done. bitch deserves to suffer. but enough about that in a few days it will be nothing more then a bad dream.
on to a more positive note, i think someone might actually like me! i know its crazy cuz no one ever likes me. i had taken her out to dinner/walk followed by a movie. we had a really good time but i didnt get the ending i wanted because we drove ourselves :( and it was hot and i look a bit rough. so time went on and i tried for a second date but really didnt get any were for a while and then finally she said yes. so now date 2! now i wanted this one to work out better then the last so i stepped up my game. first off i made sure to pick her up at her house. then i got so nice cloths and was very clean cut. but i wanted to make an impression on her so i thought "flowers" but what to pick became the hard part. so i took about an hour standing in front of a million flowers thinking. i didnt want a rose because thats like over kill on a second date, and i didnt want like a weed or just a bunch of random flowers either. but then i figured it out, a daisy! it was perfect. a single daisy that had about four flowers coming off them stem. it was just right. it wasnt over kill but it said i like you and not just as a friend. so i had everything i needed now the pick up.
so i got to her house and made it up to the door just as she came out. i stayed between her and the car so i could beat her to the door to open it for her (i made sure i opened the door for her all night, she never once opened it so i did pretty good). once in i then reached behind her sit for the flower and yes it worked. so we went to a movie and she held the flower the whole time. after it was still early and i didnt want things to end just yet. she said she could go for a milkshake so instead of simply buying one for her i said "then we will make some" so when hit up the store got some icecream some resses and chocolate milk! we then went back to my house and blended up so damn good milkshakes if i do say so myself. we sat drank and talked for a little while till she need to go home so i took her back, walked her up to her door and hugged her goodnight.
now after all this we still keep talking and i surprised her one day by living a small bag of candy a note and a duck on her front door witch so also loved. and now i might get another date this weekend. lets see were this goes :)
as for the rest of my life? its good. school on the week days partys on the weekends and random xbox games coming out. oh and im 21 in less then a month, my life is right were it should be.
one last thin i also got a tattoo not too long ago. i got the zelda tri-force in the center of my chest! hard core gamer right here!
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