Alerion

Fuck this!
Cross my heart,
I hope you die!
Left by the road side,
Karma's a bitch right?


Suffer bitch.


in 20 years i have held in all my hate and anger for everything. i brought my self pain rather then others because i thought i always deserved it. not any more. i let out some rage sunday night. i took and orchid and a glass picture frame out into the dead of the night. then i just let some of that hate flow free and smashed the fuck out of them both. i made sure i killed that fucking flower and ripped the picture in half. i stood over the destruction for a few minutes and felt nothing. i wasnt sad about what i did. honestly the more of it that goes away the better i feel. now i sit here looking at a box wondering if i should just set it all on fire.
you brush off what you did but in the end you will know the pain you brought me. what goes around comes around. 

if you had a sex life.

well its sunday and i have gotten my dose of D.R.U.G.S heres a little taste for all of you :)
not really much to say, its been a pretty normal day. my workout is showing some good results but other then that i got nothing. hopeful something happens during the week. almost forgot RAGE comes out on tuesady so we will have that to take about. as far as i know its 3 discs long! should be fun. 21 more days till im 21! funny right?

no one man should have all that power.

the weekend? oh yes the weekend! so it turns out i didnt go to purdue as planned and i spent friday alone :((((( but staurday made up for everything! why? because i got my third date :D well...it was like 2.. in 1.. kinda... naw fuck it, it was date number 3. it broke off into 2 parts. meating at tacobell for some lunch and then her coming over for a late SCARY movie. (and yes i did this so she would get scared and get close to me. and duh it worked) i had thought about the possibility of a kiss but it just never seemed there, but it will happen at least i hope. after that i pretty much just played gears 3 alone with watching the end of a few games.

you break me down and walk away as i burn to ash. but what you fail to know is that it is not my time to die and i have rose from these ashes to be stronger then i was and now your words fall of deaf ears, because here, there is no love for you.

i have so much school shit i need to do and i also might think about working part time at my old job for some money so i can take this lovely lady out some more. i still have one day left on my weekend maybe that kiss isnt so far away :) birthday in 21 day bitchs!!!